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October 10 One ChanceOne Chance
All I ever wanted, Was a reason to be loved. I spoke to soon, I went to fast now my hands are up above. How can you seem to love someone When all they do is make you cry? Rip your heart and stomp it down, Then leave you alone to die. I’m tired of making excuses For why I’m not good enough for you. I tried my best and still I fell, What more can I do? All I want is one chance To start all over with you. I’ll do my best to make you mine, But you have to try too. I can’t get why you won’t leave her, And come to be with me. You can’t love her and still be mine Oh my God how can this be? I really, really loved you, Thought your heart belonged to me. But it seems the tables have been turned, Because my heart locked and you have the key. Will you come and unlock it? Or continue this dangerous dance? I’ll try to keep up and play your game, ‘Cause all I need is one chance.One PictureA picuture can say a thousand things,
without ever making a sound.
But it can only caputer a single moment,
because things change, new lives are found.
I hold your picture in my hands
and wonder who was on your mind.
I doubt it was me, but it could be,
still your heart I have to find.
I stare at you in the picture,
the tears have started to fall.
I try to stay strong but its hard
when you have no strength at all.
Weakness is my specialty.
I fall in love to fast.
Slowing down is out of the question,
I just wish something would last.
I remember meeting you like it was yesterday.
Do you still have that look in your eyes?
I wish I could see it one more time
before it withers away and dies.
Things don't seem to be going well,
I try all I can to help you.
But it's difficult when I get pushed away,
when I'm doing all that I can do.
I know in my heart our love is real,
but it will take some time to find.
You know my feelings, I layed them out,
now what's going through your mind?
September 24 My Life With YouYou never talk to me anymore,
it seems like you don't care.
I know that you have your own life
I just wish I could be there.
You're the only one who gets my probelms,
so your number's the one I call.
You don't know it but you're helping me,
take down my protecive wall.
I don't really want to bother you,
so i try to stay on my feet.
But I seem to always fall and cry
the bitter tears of being beat.
I crawl around in the darkness,
there's no light I can see.
In my head I hear your voice,
and I get up on my knees.
I can see you want to help me.
You want me to be strong.
So I'll get up and flip the switch,
turns out you were there all along.
You had never left my side.
You were right in front of me.
I had turned my back on you,
and all that I could be.
You helped me realize my potential,
the impact I could make.
Your wisdom seems so genuine
I doubt it could be fake.
You were always there for me.
In ways I can't understand.
All this time I thought I was drowning,
my feet had never left land.
You pulled me out of my black hole
and helped me back to my feet.
Once you left, I fell again
I just can't take the heat.
You tell me you'll always be there,
you'll always be around.
But where are you when I need you most
and I'm lying on the ground.
As I lie there I sob bitterly
and look up as I wept
You are standing in front of me
You had never left. August 28 A poem for Derrick, my brother from another motherI am so upset and confused
and no one understands.
You were the one I could talk to,
the one who would hold my hand.
No really makes me feel,
this feeling I feel for you.
Sorry that kind of made no sense.
But I know our love is true.
We don't have the kind of love
boyfriends and girlfriends do.
But you're the one who'd talk to me,
when I'd call out out of the blue.
You understand the problems,
I keep hidden deep inside.
That's why I've forgiven you
for all the times you lied.
No other guy cares for me,
in the same way as you.
That is why I love you,
and the stupid things you do.
April 17 MidnightMidnight.
Another day starts without you in my life.
Midnight.
The time I think about thinking of you.
And I realize that I miss you.
Midnight.
I lay in my bed and try to sleep.
I know I can't because you're not lying next to me.
So what's the point of trying?
Midnight.
It comes and goes just like you did.
You know I can't sleep without hearing you breathing next to me.
Your heatbeat was my lullabye.
Your warm breath was my blanket.
Midnight.
I just can't take being alone.
I just can't take being cold.
I just can't take life without you next to me.
I just can't take the useless tries to get you to come back.
But there is more to think about come the next
Midnight. |
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